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For the last year I have been trying to return to my old self, An aneurysm and brain hemorrhage totally changed my life. But I'm a fighter, so most of the people that see me, think that nothing has changed. My world consist of several doctor visits, migraine headaches, and depression. Still I smile. My inner strength comes from GOD! Copyright: Cheryl Lovely is the sole owner of the blog and its content.

Friday, February 10, 2012

"Will I Make It Out Of This Hospital Alive"

Headaches, strong drugs  seems to be the norm. I feel like I can't wake up! I hear people talking to me but I can't wake up! Ummm hello my head is killing me, is this it? I'm going to die like this, no please God I need to see my family, give sweet kisses to the babies. I hear the nurse say I can tell she's in pain, look at the monitors. Here comes more drugs, but I'm scared I won't wake up. I can't tell her not to give me anymore drugs. She is the sweetest nurse ever, from day one even if I was not conscious she always talked to me as if I was. The sun was shining on my way to work today she'd say, or with that scarf tied around your head you look like you're ready to ride a motor cycle. I laughed so hard but she can't tell that I'm laughing, because I'm sleep.

Thank you Lord! I finally woke up! The above picture of me is what came to mind. This was taken in Costa Rica, I had been cleansed and delivered from all that was not good within me. I WAS PRAISING GOD IN THE PACIFIC OCEAN!!!

Even though I was feeling  bad,  God woke me up. The doctor's come in and say some things regarding my health. including that my head is Filled with blood, (The Subarachnoid Cavity) and they are still watching me to see how things go. I said to him that Jesus is a better doctor than you! I will be fine as they were leaving.. Still in denial that my head was filled with blood, I needed proof, so one of the Physician Assistants brought a portable unit to my bedside, and showed me live footage of the inside of my head. Wow no way, this can't be true. OK God, please heal me....To be continued...

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